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As a father I don't like to admit feelings of fear. I feel like I need to be the strong one, the one that the family can count on to be there, no matter what.
But I am scared, I fear for the life and vision of my older daughter.
Over the last few weeks she's been having trouble with her vision. On Sunday she lost the vision in her right eye. Today we found out why, four days of tests have found a growth between her optic nerves. It is pushing hard on her right optic nerve and touching the left. It has not touched the brain yet, so we have some good news. Surgery is either tomorrow or Monday, she will have a cat-scan early tomorrow morning to find out how they are going to get at it.
I'm asking for your thoughts, prayers and warmth in this trying time.
But I am scared, I fear for the life and vision of my older daughter.
Over the last few weeks she's been having trouble with her vision. On Sunday she lost the vision in her right eye. Today we found out why, four days of tests have found a growth between her optic nerves. It is pushing hard on her right optic nerve and touching the left. It has not touched the brain yet, so we have some good news. Surgery is either tomorrow or Monday, she will have a cat-scan early tomorrow morning to find out how they are going to get at it.
I'm asking for your thoughts, prayers and warmth in this trying time.
Lack of Wisdom...
I'm sorry that I have been quiet lately.
My mood has been poor and my health has been even worse. I think that the worst is past and I started drawing some yesterday. I will not bore you with all the details.
I will just say that I have learning that I have long way to go to call myself a wise man or a healthy one. I tend to struggle with things that should, I think, be easy to solve or at least understand. On the health side I will say that I can no longer easily take walks longer than 50 yards without being in pain anymore, the nerve damage in my right foot was more severe than the doctors thought.
getting old sucks.
honestly it scares
Why I like it here...
I can be me here.
I don't have to give reasons why I posted something.
I can talk to just about anyone about just about anything and expect a genuine and helpful or nice response.
It's a wonderful feeling to me.
Thanks everyone and thanks deviant-art.
You life my spirits and honestly care.
(nope, I'm not dying or anything, just telling the truth as I see it)
tag, you're it...
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Tell you a colour you remind me of.
Tell you what element I think you belong to (fire, water, air etc).
Tell you want animal you remind me of.
Ask you a question, and you must answer.
Tell you something I like about you.
Give you a nickname.Tell you what I'm watching right now.Tell you what flavour you remind me of.
Tell you do this in your journal too if you haven't already.
Tagged by the great and powerful TheMoodisWrite
going to try to be more active...
Am now a little more mobile, but still can't stand for very long. Also still can't sit in my "emo" corner where my computer sits for very long. It's too small and I have no place to put my foot up.
(this note is being written from my work computer, don't tell my boss)
I am going to try to upload the stuff I've been drawing over the last month over the next few days. It's not great but it's something.
Thank you for being patient with me and take care of yourselves and all those around you.
Love you all
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