My Father in Law passed away this afternoon.
I should be sad and I am, a bit, but the man was a horrible human being. He spent his last few years in Jail for molesting children and I hated him with a passion.
My mother in law never gave up on him. She saw something in him I can't explain or even fathom. She is heart-broken, my wife is hurting immensely and I'm helpless.
My daughter's are both hurting and sad.
I'm in pain and anguish for them, for not being able to help them.
But not for him.
I'm sad for what the loss does for the family.
but not for him.
What is wrong with me?